I seriously couldnt remember how long I've been blogging anymore...its been awhile and I must tell ya, this blog has been a witness to every drama, triumph, happiness and love in my life. But just like what they say, all things must come to an end. I'm leaving...I'm moving on and this blog will just be a sheer remembrance of the years I had. Every once in awhile I'll be peeking through the pages to laugh and smile about the past...

I dunno...Am I gonna start blogging again? Maybe...maybe not...

PEACE OUT...I certainly had a wonderful time sharing life with ya'll...

xoxo

klaubette

SCENARIO: nena looking for her towel while daddy is texting

nena: pa nakita niyo ba yung towel ko?

daddy: aling towel yung me mga bungo?

nena: korek yung black and white.

daddy: tinapon ko na.

nena: anong tinapon?! bakit niyo tinapon?!

daddy: bibilan kita ng bago, ang panget panget naman nun.

nena: o kamown!!! wag niyo sabihin dahil nanaman ito sa mga skulls na design nun! favorite ko kaya yun towel na yun! what is up with my fascination with skulls and rock?! (going balistic and teary eyed)

daddy: o ayan na (sabay hagis ng towel sa akin), iyakin ka naman pala. walang addict na iyakin. mg boypren kana para di ka nalulungkot.

nena: confused...thinking "WTF"

I tell you...this family is a retard. I have a feeling that if I didn't give my dad a grandchild by the time he's 47 (which is like 4 years from now), he's gonna force me to marry some self absorbed chinese millionare who jacks up on his free time. holy crap!

scenario: nena drinking coffee infornt of da kompyuter at 10am while listening to "cries in vain" by bullet for my valentine. while dear daddy is sitting behind her having breykpast.

daddy: kaninong kanta yan? sayo?

nena: mp3 tawag dyan papa *laughing*

daddy: o fine fine mp3! kanino yan sayo?

nena: korek! ganda ano? 

daddy: anak bakit gusto mo ng rock?

nena: wala lang maganda eh

daddy: mukhang malabo talagang mgka apo na ako sayo. puro rock ang mp3 mo. puro ka gimik puro inom. party ka ng party. ni wala kang boypren.

nena: choking...almost died...

It's never too late for the yearly survey...

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
parteeeeeeeh!! i mean the other party party if you know what i mean

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Just like last year...I don't like making New Year's resolutions. I forget them or end up not following them. (see this was my answer last year)

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes!!

4. Did anyone close to you die?
nope

5. What countries did you visit?
none

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
a whole lot of patience and wisdom

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I'm not sure why I don't remember the dates that I was suppose to remember...maybe because it wasnt really meant to be "etched" upon my memory

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
moving out of my comfort zone

9. What was your biggest failure?
I don't see and consider them as failure more like lessons learned the hard way....and I still do...

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope

11. What was the best thing you bought?
sony T10 camera for those camwhoaring moments!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
me?! LOL

13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
let's just say that he's been making me depress for the past 4 years but just doesnt know it.

14. Where did most of your money go?

out of town trips, shopping, debts (LOL)

15 What did you get really, really, really excited about?
family reunion, boracay and school

16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
COLD and INVINCIBLE-crossfade, HUMANAP KA NG PANGET-andrew e, I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU and GONE FOREVER - three days grace, MORE THAN ANYONE- gavin degraw and ECHO- trapt

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? definetly sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
saved more money and been more wise of my actions

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
bitch and party

20. How will you be welcoming the NEW YEar?
with family

22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
I am always inlove

23. How many one-night stands?
one

24. What was your favourite TV program?
I loved everything on ETC

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yes

26. What was the best book you read?
none

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
rock! \m/

28. What did you want and get?
freedom

29. What did you want and not get?
oh crap you know what I didnt get stop asking haha

30. Favorite film of this year?
transformers and 300

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
had lunch with friends and dinner with my bestfriend. I was 23

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a tattoo

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
same same

34. What kept you sane?
booze, smokes, friends and family oh and off course shopping

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
John Travolta, Bernard Palanca (always been the two of them) and oh god...that John Joe from MTV and Derek Ramsey...kamown! still the same baby...

36. WHo is your real-person crush?
*grins*

37. What political issue stirred you the most?
I seriously didnt give a shit this time

38. Who did you miss?
April, percy all my RMH bitches 

38. Who was the best new person you met?
carl, jon and mary

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
Life's too short not to enjoy things around you. Always make the best out of what you have. You're only young once.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive 
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

It's My Life-Bon Jovi

Am off to Batangas again tommorow!

Yeah writing a new year’s entry on the 11^th day of the year isn’t exactly what I intend to do, but I was too busy and pre occupied that it’s only now that I finally found the time to blog. A lot has happened. Besides having a tan and a sun burn in boracay and off course partying and getting wasted in the island, life has never been more relaxing for the past year. I’m still trying to think what I will do when all this fun is over (it’s almost over).

Wow i almost forgot my blogdrive password. how long has it been? writers block? naahhh more of like being too dumb and numb (and it ryhmes) to write anything. crap. Nope life hasnt been boring. its waaayyy too far from that actually. I was in batangas on the last week of nov up to the 1st week of dec. then my cousins and aunts from aussi and my family were have been hanging out alot. we went to one of my neice's debut party (yeah right i feel so freaking old), then we went to ocean adventure to watch the whales and the sealions and the other under water creatures and then there's christmas. I havent had that type of christmas where almost everybody in my moms side of the family was there. we all grew up so tight that even if were miles apart from each other, doest really matter if we havent seen them in like 6 years. we're still tight when they come home for a visit. then there's gonna be new year. then we'll go to cavite to visit relatives of course. Then my fav cousin kayna will arrive on the 1st with john her aussie bf. and then a week from now there's boracay. eeekkkk!

im not sure what im gonna do with my life after that. i wont be in school till june since one of my aunt's suggested i should try applying in australia for a trourist first. crap...great just great aint it. I dunno whats up with me and going down under (well not that DOWN UNDER that some of you are thinking down BOY). I miss my cousins and my lola and all my other relatives. I hated the fact that they were all there exept for my family and the fact that they all grew up together without us kinda sucks. And every once in a while there would be moments where I wonder what life would have been like if our papers for migrating was prosessed earlier and we grew up with them. But most of the time I worry about what my life would be like living there. I never wanted to leave the country, call me stupid but I dont know. Im so scared of leaving the people that I love behind. My friends and yeah HIM. It's pathetic I know. So..we'll see what Ill do about being a tourist in AUSSIE...we'll see if I'm actually gonna process those papers.

hey HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE...oh yeah and belated MERRY CHRISTMAS...

Bakit wala pa akong boyfriend after 6 months and 20 days? Lagi nalang issue ang dramang yan sa bahay namin whenever the topic of lovelife comes up. Lalo na sa tatay ko who thinks Ive joined some kind of cult who will never get married and will just listen to rock songs for the rest of their lives. According to him my current addiction to rock songs are starting to be disturbing. WTF! Again...bakit wala pa akong bf after exactly 10 months?! Dahil sa...

1.Committment - Sa lifestyle ng lola niyo ngayon Im not sure kung kakayanin ng powers ko na maistorbo ng sangkatutak na text kung saan hinahanap kana at ngdedemand na mgreply ka sa mga text niya pagtapos madaming madaming miscol na lalong nakakapag pa lowbatt ng phone mo habang ikaw eh busy sa pakikipag bangkaan sa mga ka inuman mo at basag na basag ka. O kaya habang ngyoyosi ka mgisa at ng eemote. Nakakasira ng trip...

2.Financially - Utang na loob ha. Napaka raming gastos sa buhay ko ngayon. At kapag ngka boypren ako Ill be obliged to buy him a birthday christmas minsan pati anniversary gift pa. At minsan dahil likas na adik ako eh baka pag me nakita pa ako sa mall na maganda at alam kong gusto niya eh mega buy pa si nena para sa boylet niya. Magdidildil nalang ako ng asin niyan.

3.Mentally- Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Pero may pagka retarded talaga ako eh. Demanding ako sa lahat ng aspeto. At kung minsan isip bata ako. At sa panahon ngayon sino pa ang mgttyaga sa retarded na babeng tulad ko na merong malaking posibilidad na maging phsyco pag nabbadtrip?! Isa pa...I dont have a patience of a saint. Pag galit ako galit ako.

4.Obligation - Kailangan ko pa ba i-explaine ito?! Minsan naiisip ko kung handa na nga ba ako sa mga maddramang obligasyon ng isang relasyon. Syempre you always have to think of the other person involve. Di pwedeng parating yung feelings mo nalang ang importante. You have to be sensitive. You have to act right infront of his family and his friends para di ka masabihan ng masama. Sakit sa ulo..

5. Lackness - Lackness of ano?! Lackness ng matinong lalake. Duh. Sinong abnormal na lalake ang mghahanap ng seryosong relationship if he can get the same perks of having a gf from a girl who like him doesnt want commitment. Uso na ang FB mga kaibigan...Isa pa...paano ka nakakasiguro na hindi ka ginagago ng bf mo?! Kahit gaano ka kamahal niyan kapag nangati yan at merong malanding babae ang ready kumamot ng galis niya eh sorry nalang. On the brighter side he always comes back to you anyway...BULLSHIT di ba?!

6.Rockstar missing - Napaka simple...dahil wala pang rockstar ang ngpapa giggle sa lola niyo...baka ntraffic o nastuck sa gig niya. O baka naman hindi niya pa alam na ako ang soulmate niya.

Bottom line is...it all boils down to the fact that Im not yet ready to take the plunge again. Most of the time I miss the feeling of being loved and loving someone. Of having someone to watch a movie with or go to the mall with. Minsan talaga even if you have friends who constantly do those things with you...iba pa rin kapag bf ang kasama mo. But then again getting into a relationship aint just about dinning out or watching a movie. Its about patience. Giving and Taking. About understanding and honesty. About trusting each other and about loving unconditionally. And again LUST and LOVE are totally different.

Sometimes I wonder if its ever possible for someone to be all that for the person that they love and then I look back and realize that I was once like that to someone...infact I still am. If the right guy comes along at kapag kaya ko na sagutin ang tanong ni Kuya edu na NENA GAME KNB?! ng GAME NA!!! well...yun na yun. I need to learn to love myself first. For the meantime tulad nga ng sabi ni bebang na kapitbahay namin sige lang ng sige...porokos lang ng porokos habang single pa. Pag nagka bf kana titino ka din...