Yeah writing a new year’s entry on the 11th day of the year isn’t exactly what I intend to do, but I was too busy and pre occupied that it’s only now that I finally found the time to blog. A lot has happened. Besides having a tan and a sun burn in boracay and off course partying and getting wasted in the island, life has never been more relaxing for the past year. I’m still trying to think what I will do when all this fun is over (it’s almost over).
I was reading entries from last year’s New Year post and funny how I found this entry about me being thankful to the person that I WAS inlove with and being INLOVE with someone that I never was inlove with in the first place. Then I found this entry with all the things that made my 2005 worth remembering. I kept on trying to think of things that made my 2006 worth remembering, I was wondering what the heck is wrong with me that I can’t even think of a decent memory. Then I realized maybe it is because I never wanted to remember most of them anymore. 2006 was my make or break year. I had an all or nothing dilemma for the whole year, I was too careful not to lose anything but I ended up losing those that I never wanted to lose, feel things for someone that I never want to feel again and do things that I never wanted to do. And after all that there was just one thing left to realize and that is you can never really tell what lies ahead of you. Could be a bad thing, could be good it could even be both. It’s just a matter of making the best out of what you have now and not worrying what lies ahead.
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